In the Waiting: Psalm 1
As I turn the calendar to December, the page is light but my heart is heavy. Just yesterday my oldest son was sent to Europe for a lengthy deployment with the Army. He left early in the morning after recording a short goodbye video for his wife and two little girls, who are very sad, indeed. They are now in a season of waiting. And so am I.
How long will we have to wait to hear how he’s doing? How long will he be gone? All we have are questions. All we can do is wait for the arrival of a phone call, a message, a sign that he’s safely arrived and is settled enough to reach out to his loved ones.
I’m beginning this month with, not only a heaviness, but a clear invitation from God. I feel a burning in my bones to start writing - to try and put words to my own longing, and to be a source of encouragement for others who are “in the waiting.” My prayer is that the people who need these words of encouragement will find them and receive them.
Advent means “arrival.” The season of Advent is, in fact, a season of waiting for the arrival of the child to be born who is called “Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace” (Isaiah 9:16). With this annual rhythm of Thanksgiving behind us and Christmas just ahead, we have once again entered a season of hopeful anticipation that the “arrival” of the Jesus, “the Light of world,” will finally and fully break through the darkness with “peace on earth and goodwill for all.”
What does our waiting look like? May I suggest the image of a tree? Not just any tree, but a really healthy, full tree, with leaves that never wither and fruit that never ceases to grow.
Psalm One is one of my favorite texts in all of scripture because it images what healthy connection to God really looks like.
“Oh, the joys of those who do not follow the advice of the wicked, or stand around with sinners, or join in with mockers. But they delight in the law of the LORD, meditating on it day and night. They are like trees planted along the riverbank, bearing fruit each season. Their leaves never wither, and they prosper in all they do.” (Psalm 1:1-3 NLT)
The picture we get is of a person who develops their relationship with God in such dependency and trust that they are not swayed by any other offer of soul satisfaction. Here’s how one writer puts it:
“What do you give your attention to? What do you immerse yourself in? What do you take pleasure in? Where do you take your life cues from?” (The Life With God Bible, Renovaré)
We wait on God, according to Psalm 1, by delighting in God’s word, meditating on it day and night. This is not so we can amass as much information about God as possible. Our desire is to be relationally connected to the God we’re getting to know, and this is God’s desire for us, too. There’s no better representation of THAT reality than the incarnation itself.
“But when the right time came, God sent his Son, born of a woman, subject to the law. God sent him to buy freedom for us who were slaves to the law, so that he could adopt us as his very own children.” (Gal 4:4 NLT)
I love the version that says, “…when the fullness of time had come.” That’s the language of waiting…and waiting…and waiting. Picture your kids in the car on the way to their favorite Christmas destination. “Are we there yet?” reverberates the recurring refrain from the back seat. “We’ll get there when we get there.”
It’s as if, with the birth of Jesus, God finally said, “Okay. We’re there!” “The fullness of time has come!”
Jesus entered into our story at just the right time so that we could be adopted as God’s very own children. Because of our position in Christ, we don’t need to work to earn our salvation or remain in right-standing. Our position is right there, along the bank of the river, rooted in Christ’s love, drawing deeply from God’s Word and the Spirit’s presence in our hearts.
As we groan amidst the hardships of pain, loss, sickness and suffering, may we find comfort in the waiting. For we do not wait alone. Nor do we wait passively. We develop relationship-forming habits that keep God’s love flowing in and through us. We don’t run, walk, or sit in the way of self-made satisfaction; we actively place ourselves in a position of “being with” the only One who can truly satisfy our deepest longing.
May your journey through the month of December - through Advent, Christmas, and Epiphany - be a blessed season of waiting. As you enjoy being like a tree planted alongside a stream of water, taking in all God has to give you, may your soul be refreshed, renewed, and restored.